A new year, brings a new me?

Well, hello there. It's been a while. Hopefully, you had a wonderful Christmas! Tis' the season! Things with my "friends" haven't gotten better. I've reached out, and......that's just it. AND. Nothing.
Recently, I read something that said something about which child are you? are you the black sheep? Are you the "mom"? Are you the loner? I'm the MOM! I'm the door mat! I feel like I am a likable person, I'm knowledgeable, I'm lovable. RIGHT? Well, I think so. But I find that a LOT of people take advantage!Is that because I am nice? Is that because I am generous? Why. I just don't get it.

What is a friend?

I was recently under attack by someone who I thought was my BEST friend. What happened that she earned this title, and held it for so long? I can't really answer that. I am sad that I was treated the way I was. To have what was said to me, is hurtful. But I feel proud, and strong that I decided to remove this person from my life. I recently asked on that mom's site, "How do you end a friendship?" The responses I got were pretty much the same from everyone. I think this is what caused me to end my "relationship" with the mom's on the site. Not the post, but the response I received about it. I knew the world was full of cruel, bitter people. I hadn't thought I had let one of those people into my life for the past 2 years. Boy, was I wrong!

Am I really that kind of person?!

To be Continued....Duty calls!

Me.

This is going to be a random blog, about all things. There will be vents, there will be happy times, and there will be sad times. This is my space, where I can put what I want. And it doesn't even matter to me if you like it or not.

About me. First and foremost, I am a Mother. I have a beautiful (almost) 4 year old daughter. Secondly I am a wife. (a newlywed) I work part time, at a local craft store. I love my job. I have a wonderful family. And a wonderful "other" family. (my in-laws) I have a few very good friends.

I have learned very recently, what a "friend" actually is. And people who I thought were my friends, sure showed me otherwise. Everyone wants to be liked, and I guess I thought I was a likeable person. I thought wrong. In the past few days, I have been judged, and misjudged, by many. This has made me take a closer look at me.

I texted a true friend today, after reading someones post about me on a local Mom's site. I asked, "am I really a negative nellie, all the time?" I was dumbfounded by this post. I was hurt. I was surprised. I felt that this was a place I could go to get things off my chest. Sometimes I just need an unbiased opinion. I now feel that all along, these other mom's, many of them like me, didn't like ME at all. There were a few VERY genuine women I met. Needless to say, I closed this chapter of my life. That brings me here. I am here, to be able to vent. This may never be read, but I am telling you this now, I don't want your judgements. This is my life, like it or not.